Saturday, October 29, 2005 

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ok well i figured i would make a different blog seeing as how my other one is just a perverted one i made up to post on blogs.... for now this post is just to see how things look. im sure i will add a rant later.
*edit* some what of a rant
ok with plans on house sitting in a smoke free house coming up, i have decided that this would be the perfect time to cut down on cigarettes. now i say cut down because i have absolutely no intention on quitting in the near future. i have thought about it for a long time and i have come to the conclusion that the risk of death from smoking is well worth the pleasure i get. i know way to many people that give up things that give them tremendous joy, and they suffer greatly aftwards, they get no pleasure. for example, i have a friend that became very religous, but he still had sex. he decided he was going to quit having sex, and this was a very big deal. he struggled with this all the time. and when he would have sex he would feel so bad about it for weeks afterwards (i told him he was insane). this is the same principle with smokers. if you smoke cigarettes, it is because you get great pleasure from it. so when people quit smoking and have a relapse and smoke a cigarette after being smoke free for so long, they feel absolutely miserable about it. why would you want to take away your pleasures? i have given up so many things that i enjoy. i was a cocaine addict years ago and gave that up, despite the pleasure i got from doing it. now needless to say it would have ruined my life had i stayed on it, but for now that is not the point. i got married so i had to give up having sex with various girls. now although i am the first to admit having sex with various girls without regards to emotion or consequences is probably one of the best things that a man or some women could do for pleasure, i was more then willing to give that up to get married to a woman i love. but smoking cigarettes... who does that hurt other than myself? not a single fucking person. so i may have to brush my teeth more often then non-smokers and i spend more money on cologne, but smoking a cigarette after good sex is so worth it. hell smoking a cigarette after bad sex is worth it. so not even for fear of death do i think i will quit smoking anytime soon. it relaxes me, kills time, and gives me something to do when getting head. i love cigarettes.